myluckyheartstories

Prelude

Sometimes, it’s easy to breathe when you’re unheard of. So easy to be invisible. Why? I don’t know. Maybe because I became unseen, somewhat invisible from other people’s watchful eyes. I never opened myself to others, perhaps a little, to my little clique friends. They do understand me and I love them for that. But there are things you chose to be kept only for yourself; things you can’t make yourself tell anyone, things you don’t even want to own, but you need to.

I opened my laptop and opened the website I designed just for myself. I know this is kind of weird but this website is like my own personal diary, but those who can open and read all the things I post here didn’t know that. All they know is that ‘this is a story’ period.

I promised myself that this story will be finished by the end of the semester. That’s because I’m going to end this pathetic life of mine and start anew. But of course this past of mine is part of who I really am and this is the way I came up with to keep hold and to keep track of it.

Only one week left and I’m on my 27^th chapter. I also uploaded the cover song for this one. It’s also weird hearing my own voice, letting it fill the whole website with an ambiance like what I’ve felt during writing this stuff.

I quoted, at the end of the chapter, one of the lines of the song.

‘I told myself don't get attached

But in my mind I play it back.’

Not a minute later, something pop-up in my screen.

Comments: (1)

Sharp: Then why did you let yourself get attached?

This guy never failed to leave comments whenever he finishes reading the update.

Comments: (2)

G Clef: She didn’t know either. =(

Yes, I talk to them in third person point of view. This is just a story anyway, a product of the author’s imagination.

Kung alam lang nila...

Comments: (3)

Sharp: Are you leaving already?

While I talk in third person, he on the other hand, talks to me as if I’m the girl in the story. Kind of creepy guy, this one.

Comments: (4)

G Clef: She’s going to leave.

I felt kind of bored so I figured I needed the rest I could get before packing my stuff. Tomorrow is going to be my last day in school as a senior in college. Well, my last day since I won’t be waiting for the semester to finish. I know I’m going to pass all my subjects with exemplary grades anyway, so why bother right?

I was going to close the tab of my website when I had a glimpse of his response.

Comments: (5)

Sharp: So easy for you to leave. What about me? You really hurt and break me in every possible way, Mel.

But I love you still...

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