Prologue
I want to be
normal.
I want to live
my life normally.
I want to do
what other normal people do.
But I’m not
normal.
I am beyond normal.
It’s really hard
to explain and even I myself don’t understand it at all.
What can I do?
I’m not ordinary.
My parents said
I’m unique and that I should be proud of myself.
But it’s wrong. All wrong.
My existence in
this world is unacceptable.
Can I hide
myself?
From those
humans with death glares on someone twisted as myself?
I want to get
away from here.
My parents left
me.
No one
loves me.
No one
accepts me.
The world loathes me.
And I learned to
feel the same way too.
Even I know
myself that I’m far away from being human, I still believed that an existence
such as mine... is deserved to be loved, accepted.
“I love you.”
I want to meet
someone who’ll love me unconditionally.
That’ll be my
wish on my 18th birthday this coming weekend.
Today is just a
normal sunny day. But not for me.
Why?
Because today, I
didn’t expect that I’ll encounter something that’s worse than my worst
nightmares.
My own personal Obscure Episode.
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